Have you ever been to one of Shefa Gold's Jewish meditation drumming circles? I think you might find some of what you're looking for there. She's often at the Havurah convention. That's got a lot more of the joy of spirit and positive female energy that it sounds like you're seeking.
I have a bit of the pagan in me too, but I try to channel it Jewishly, ever since I figured that out in college. Feel free to talk to me about it any time.
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Date: 2010-10-27 05:58 pm (UTC)I have a bit of the pagan in me too, but I try to channel it Jewishly, ever since I figured that out in college. Feel free to talk to me about it any time.